hey i recently create a new blog using blogspot.. maybe i’ll stop posting here.. i dunno.. but i like the tamplete here.. still learning how to use blogspot.. huhu.. x reti cmne nak uplod tamplate yg gune kat blog friendster ni… for now url blogspot dirahsiakan ek.. ade sebab
15
Nov
announcement!
30
Oct
what are we?
you left then you came back just to check on me
you hurt me a lot but in the same time you make me happy
i tried to move on with making lots of friends
but you kept being mad at the friends I’ve made
you said you have no feelings towards me
then you said you don’t know
i want you to hold me
but you wont
you easily get jealous and i wonder why
sometimes i think you do still love me
but you wont admit it
and now you probably hate me
you think i hurt you by not keeping promises
but you just misunderstood
ask the world who i loved
ask the world what are you to me
how can i dare to take you for granted ?
i don’t even care if you don’t have money
or don’t have a car
all i wanted is to spent time together
but now you got it wrong
thank you for all your kindness to me
one day i hope you’ll forgive me
is it loving you a crime?
you are too blind to see
what i’m trying to make you see
u see me happy but I’m actually crushed to pieces
u see me smiling but deep inside I’m crying
u see me surrounded by friends but truthfully I’m all alone
hope you wont ever forget
all the precious time we spent
I will miss you for the rest of my life
live well, love you
24
Oct
izit really the last?
we wore the same colour tshirt secara kebetulan was sweet..
u treat me nicely was totally sweet..
but izit for the last time?
what are we actually?
i’ll totally will miss this moment
and also all the moments we spent together..
live well dear
gudbye
24
Oct
after psm we go raye!
haha.. ni utk celebrate kebebasan setelah tamat sudah demo psm.. so kitorg beramai2 konvoi gi raye.. 1st house rumah aizu.. 2nd house rumah yan kat balok.. makanan sgt best..byk macam jenis wooo.. kat umah aizu la.. rajin betul.. lps kenyang mkn kat aizu’s.. kitorg gi ecm shopping jap n smyg asar.. pastu nk gi umah yan punye la susah tol nk gather sume kete nk gi skali..last2 berpecah jumpe kat kfc balok je.. kat kfc balok plak.. bob missing.. diorg gi asar kat masjid balok tu kot.. lame tol tggu bob.. sementare tggu bob da brpe byk sesi fotografi da buat..huhu..yan pulak risau di rumah apesal la kitorg x sampai2 lagi.. huhu..lps kenyang kat umah yan.. traffic jam terok kat area jaya gading.. benti nk smyg mghrib kat masjid..kene lintas jln ke seberang lak tu..tgh2 lintas ley plak ujan so teperangkap la kat masjid tu.. da amek wuduk nk mghrib ley plak tibe2 je azan isyak..huahua.. pape pon best la hari tu.. thanks to effy for bringing us along~
tuan rumah pertama
the food.. yummy
the guys
the girls
more of the gurls
our body guard..hehe
konvoi- ready to race?myvi kamal mane?
konvoi- front view
guys, mane bj raye?
tuan rumah kedua
berjemaah
huhu.. proses nk siap PSM ni mmg sakit jiwe sikit tp mls nk cite.. by the way da cite sikit da in my previous entry title PCB tu.. now juz nk tunjuk some of my frenz project yg gempak2 sampai dpt masuk pameran R&D tu.. and also what happen during the seminar psm 2 tu.. pape pun i would like to thank all my friends yg support dari belakang, dpn, tgh, tepi.. huhu.. yg tolong bagi semngat.. yg tolong ajar.. sume2 la kan.. jasa ada akan ku kenang sampai bile2.. walaupun projek aku tu x jadi.. hopefully all my effort tu x sia2.. aku da xkesah gred ape pun asal aku dpt lps gi LI la kan.. da x larat nk dok UMP ni lagi.. want to start a new life.. my life pretty sux rite now.. “friends come and go” izit? mls ah cite psl ni.. sakit ati je.. x nak kwn sudah la.. da terlari topic plak.. hopefully panel2 kesayangan iaitu encik amran and en fairuz and pn ezrinda bagi mrkh yg best.. encik da ckp encik phm kesusahan saye kan..huhu..wat pcb n pateri IC modem kecik nk mmpus tu.. last but not least a very big thank you to my SV yg best, rox, brilliant.. Mr Rosmadi.. sorry for letting u down.. hurm.. not with the supervising only.. thank you for all the knowledge given too.. and also a good listener.. a good person.. a good friend..
the unfinished presentation
nabel, adam, caca, femau punye
khawa nye prayer time clock with azan
suly nye pervert RC car
mine
the panels: en amran, pn ezrinda, en fairuz
zul.yan.alene.caca.Encik Madi de best.femau
huhu since i’m a final year student.. i like to involve in UMP’s activities.. i mean i like to attend and have fun there.. who said i cant have fun attending activities organized by the university?? i had fun during merdeka here in UMP..huhu.. and i had fun during pesta tanglung too..
the dancing ladies with big hand fans was cool especially the intro.. the small kids playing chinese yoyo was cool too.. but during the drama i walk out from my seat and played the lanterns.. i nyalekan balik all the lanterns yg lilinnye da hbs tebakar.. and i have an assistant too.. Bulat was there tp help me..haha..
the most important thing happened that nite was.. i met “him” there.. and got my raye cookies.. special from bonda..woohohoo!
after the festival.. me and kakpah played our lanterns at our “secret place”..haha..it was kakpah’s birthday too.. we had our quality time burning colourful candles.. and snapping photos ofcourse..haha..
lanterns on the
dragon
sukarelawan memasang tanglung
the 1st tanglung that i light it once again
rabbit comel
my assistant- encik bulatan ladang
sumwhere in china..haha
cak!..besday party for kakpah
wohoo..epy besday pah
raye 3rd and 4th 2008 i followed the gurls konvoi raye..besh2.. gi umah zulia, ain, afiq, aini, ina, nini, zaila, sue.. gelak memanjang jerk.. penat gelak smpi x larat nk mamam.. di waktu ini gak timbul la al kesah si dongdeng dan bed baidi si azulia.. mesti korang x paham.. geng dongdeng je paham..huhu.. umah azulia ngn aini bley dpt duet aye lagi.. wow..buat bayar tol..cian afiq.. da keje x leh dpt angpow.. kat umah nini dpt mkn sesuatu yg baru.. rupe seperti tempeyek tp daun..rupenye sayur bayam.. huhu.. jd popeye de sailor man la..tp sedap wei!.. hopefully tahun dpn ley gi byk umah lagi ..nk gi umah shoma n japrah..oops.. “fera”..name glamour tebaru.. n x lupe gi umah lynn..
puteri rox~
rumah sue
rumah zaila
rumah nini
rumah ina
rumah aini
umah ain
umah azulia
13sept08- After subuh depart to muar with the whole family.. daniel reach home at 4am.. it was cold that morning.. hujan renyai2.. after reach at u.jerry’s place.. right after i kiss mama (my grandma).. she lead me to the coffin.. then i juz stood there in silence.. paying my last respect..then the visitors book was handed..i juz wrote a simple note ” gonna miss you.may you rest in peace,i will always love you”
mase angkat coffin masuk van.. tears flow..when i saw maria and lydia cried..i cried too.. at the church..during paying the last respect.. touched the coffin and said “gudbye uncle boy”..then cried again..
on the way to the cremation place..sesat2..huhu..lalu depan mrsm muar tu! miss my old school..uncle william and auntie phil said “juz now passed thru your school”
at the bakri crematorium..lagi worse..everyone cried.. i hugged maria.. then a.Wendy came to rub my back..aiyork lagi worst the crying.. all the uncles brought out their spec hitam cover their red watery eyes.
well he gotta go.. everyone will leaves the world eventually.. we all gonna miss him..i will totally miss the word “sayang” he used to call me.. bully me during raya and christmas.. his jokes.. his character.. our Christopher Charles Lazaroo. I hope the others will be ok.. at least look at the bright side.. he no longer suffer from the evil sickness he’d been through
p/s this entry is special for the Lazaroos who did’nt make it that day
douglas's
the brothers
the inlaws
the nieces and nephews
to church
van
the konvoi
st andrews
during mass
the priest
the last goodbye
beloved mjsc muar
bakri crematorium
worst part
cremate
in memory
his faveret nieces
09
Sep
R.I.P
10th september 2008- at 7.24 a.m. mum msg me..she wrote that uncle boy passed away..damn it.. x sempat to see him for the last time.. hurm.. no wonder i kept thinking about him lately..and also remember what uncle william told me the past 3 months.. i decided not to follow go to muar today.. called mum..she said its raining heavily there.. everyones crying.. hurm.. if i was there surely i’ll cry too but i dun wanna cry.. mum said the body will be kept til saturday??? 1st will be cremated then bring back the body to seremban for the funeral..maybe at grandpa’s graveyard place there.. still waiting news from mum.. i told mum i’ll be back on friday.. i want to finish my work first..hopefully i’ll do my work..hurm.. mum said its up to me to come home or not but i want to pay my last respect to him.. diz coming raya surely sux.. coz uncle boy is not around anymore.. christmas will be sux too.. well i’ll sure be missing you u.boy..may u rest in peace
love ♥,
Darlene
05
Sep
Jalan-Jalan Amek Gamba
learning techniques..learning the art..enjoying the hobby. Do comment! Lots more but to lazy to upload..hahaha. To view full image plz click the image wokehh..daaa~
lmbtnye tren to seremban
traficjem
destinasi
bukit bintang
from the window
swonok dok depan
tututren
klcc from far
monorail titiwangsa
laluan sunyi
stop!red light
merdeka
more bling bling
toilet near surau
pening
subhanallah chanteknyeee
big fat koi everywhere at sogo
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