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well..me..livin my whole life at senawang..since i was born..gosh byk perubahan happened..i saw myself how it develop..dulu ade la hutan kat dpn senawang jaya..then botak..then byk kedai bine kat situ..n more and more houses builded…more shop lots..bile giant and taipan senawang bukak..wif mcdonalds too..gile bz n sesak snawang tu..huhu…i debesarkan not like a malay family la..both mom and dad speaks english..malaysian english la kan..house also dat time blkang granny’s..so used to hang out wif ma kazenz after skool..mnde best wat dulu lepak wif maria,my couzie..kat blkg rumah amek ranting pokok then bia kerengge lalu then celup kerennge dlm air..huhu..then me and gwen alwez bein paired..coz we r in the same age..during krismas alwez dpt present yg same mcm gwen..or other kazenz got..kalo dpt baju..baju yg pattern same tp laen colour..like dat lar..5 year old..my jari telunjuk at my right hand kene potong wif gunting jahit baju at granny’s house by dat notty maria..maybe she doesnt remember..still a lil kiddo..bleeding byk gak la..naek moto je to clinic near seremban town..then kene jahit jari..dont remember much but my finger kinda shorter than the left one..huhu..5 tahun..pindah tadika kemas dpn rumah tu to learn bahase mlayu..so buddies wif my neighbour..shahira..gi tadika sesame balik sesame play same2..dulu like to play salun2..blakon2 je gunting rambut orang but dat time she hand me the gunting asking me to cut her hair for real..then we hide the hair kat bwh cupboard my big bro’s..time tu nak raye..habes rambut dak tu kene gunting senget2..haha..got scolding wif my mom..then primary school..alwez go holiday at gwen’s at muar..during school break..coz so boring at home..during makan time..we used to play being a stewardess..hehe..actually dat’s my ambition till now..wanna fly up high..lalala~ dressed lawa2..at muar..we arrange the chair infront og the tv..then the food served on the tray..suruh my lil kazenz duduk at the chair while me and gwen..the "stewardess" served food for them.."ding dong..all passangers may take ur seats..ding dong..ur lunch will be served in a moment"..ape tah la aku mrepek dat time dreaming become a stewardess..dreaming of marrying a pilot..haha..also like to play makeup2 and acting dramas wif them there at muar..played as nurse or a doctor..then we used colour pencil celup dlm air to make the fake blood on the patient..and also jumping on bed til i broke the bed..sorry uncle jerry..hehe..[to be continue]

last nite..i was like..ermm..kinda happy when he said he jumpe the doc..asking on how to quit smoking..the doc gave nikotin chewing gum and also bought patches…yg mhl tu..then suddenly my smile falls when he said he didnt intend to quit but juz followed his frenz to see the doc..hurm..wish he really quit smoking..or atleast cool down a  bit..dulu slaloo gak la sumpah2 smokers yg hembus asap kat aku..and my dad..xla aku sumpah dia..but gosh macam nk mati lemas je when he smokes around the house…but him..didnt got mad for smoking infront of me..coz..love is blind..lalala~ but i think i can die for getting cancer before he does..last time he once said dia bace buku pasal to quit smoking..tp x quit pon..and also disobey my syarat brape btg rokok satu hari…at least i allow him smoke..tu pon x bley  ikot heh?maybe it’s too hard…like dad said.."bkn xbley..xnak benti"…hurm..well hope he concern about my health too…God knows how much I love him~